hints

too much small talk on "marriage" dropped by Mama today. too much for comfort, and this coming from a Mom who never ever pressures a single bit on these things. EVER. maybe it's the holidays and the V-day and the overload on rom-coms we had.

i know i'm turning 24. but isn't that when the world is only beginning to be your oyster, live the dream, independence.. yada yada comes hitting you on the head. why marriage, so soon?

not that i'm against it. just, the right guy isn't exactly knocking on the door and i can't seem to find a decent door to knock either.

so, i know it's still no pressure. but maybe the hints Ma gave are more like for "go get yourself a sweet boy and bring him back home, girly. lets get to know him."

bleurgh~ it's easier said than done. half the world's population are turning gay suddenly and the ones with backbones are too busy to play the field or look for the girl next door. oh plus, plus..a friend said to me "If I were a guy, I'd be scared to try you too. too much to live up to."

SERIOUSLY??!!!! what's too much? see people just say things. but they never explain. how's a girl to know.

DOT.