love for the pretentious

can sound this good.

God my fingers burn~~

sorry I'm not Maya.

touched.
and i'm sorry i'm not Maya.
i didn't really know. well actually i had a feeling you didn't want to be just friends.
but i'm sorry. i'm a bit oblivious to these things. more like i don't know how yet to face feelings.
I know, I mature late in that department I guess. lame excuse. but true. confused and complicated girl that I am. not as great as you thought of me huh?
i'm sure you'll find someone beyond amazing for you. i'm sure.
you're a really nice person.
and i appreciate all your efforts. now that i've read it, everything fits the puzzle. you're really sweet.
hope friends is still an option and the occasional chats will still be there :)

i trust your dad is right. your love will be fun and not susah. kalau susah bukan jodoh :)

love, like..it's sacred for me

well if i don't hate you, what i feel definitely doesn't feel nice.
you gave me a little bit of hope, then you dashed it all away by giving up.
no regrets, but i think at least i should be clear about things.
i don't mind, but no one should run away and say i'm sorry in so many ways except the one best way to say it, in the face.

if you're hurt too, maybe you should have said something. but all i hear is silence and a random "i'm sorry". sorry for what exactly i'm not sure i understand.

i'd like to say "i''m sorry" too but for what i'm not quite sure yet.

isn't it all too clear now why i don't open up so easily? because it sucks when you try to and it's taken for granted.

i'll say it again, LOVE, LIKE it's sacred.

i've never fallen in Love. i'll let you know if i ever do :)

DOT.

Twin Suns of Tatooine

I'd like to think that there's a star for me and you 

Spinning round, falling for one another 

*repeat.perfect*
 
DOT.

play dress up

mom wants to dress me up like Pocahontas next friday for the dance.
i have just agreed. oh Lord! i should be scared.  


lets hope i find me-self one good looking captain Smith, to make it all worth it at least.


DOT.

party like nothing sucks

there's nothing like dancing to a good bouncy reviving tune :)

because the world keeps spinning around and best we can do is spin with it..




i vow to be dancing a lot more.

Dot.

if it means anything

the girl is scarred a little but she's good at hiding it.

I had no idea people care.

there's really so much comfort in knowing;
when you're down,
when you think no one is listening,
or when you try your best to hide it from the world,
someone will always be right there to hold your hand silently, 
or call and force a sigh from you to acknowledge that you're not ok and you're in need of a friend- a companion, who's just there, no pressure, no expectations, no rewards in return.


thank you and i promise i'll be ok.


DOT.

ignore me if i make no sense.

something shakira, britney, vanessa carlton, marit larsen (m2m) and siti nurhaliza have in common..

God help the girl she needs all the help she can get! NO JOKE.

DOT.

no way

nothing relates but somehow this resonates through me.