what will the doctor prescribe?

when i'm sick,

I want to be manja.

I feel lonely and I start thinking about shedding the block of ice within.

then i'll start to cry.

then Mom will come and pick me right back up as always.

that's why i try very hard to not fall sick. I'm tired of feeling. the times i've felt, it was bad enough that the scars are too big to heal.

Dot.