hanging on to your old shirt.

i know my problem!!

i forgive you even when you betray me.
i fear finding a person exactly like you and being betrayed again. then i will forgive even when i shouldn't. i always give face to the idea of counselling. the idea of fixing things when it's broken. you caused my problem. but i still forgive you.

DOT.

define: ...

Daughter : You cannot sell that RV dad! it is what defines you!

Dad : No, nothing else in this world defines me other than you and your mother. The both of you are what defines me!

Now, isn't that the nicest thing to say to a daughter. the man sure knows his priorities. such a good man. so well defined.

I can't define myself yet even if i tried. I wish one day soon i'll be able to.

DOT.

i'll say it like this

when you're down and in need of some support, we're here.
but also know we expect you to be there when you need our support.

there's no excuse in being rude.
shy, maybe yes. but rude, is not tolerable.
and you're pretty confidant you're not shy.
so, be nice to others for a change.

.....

i've been thinking,

maybe a go at psychology could be interesting..hmm..

it's been an interesting monday. a monday minus the madness today.

AH1N1 telah melanda AMbank building and 16th floor of the building where i work and people are not flooding to the Weld for lunch today. apa kes?? got case ke?

DOT.

a simple sign. lightning strike maybe??

no signs of ever meeting you yet.
if i don't meet you in the next 2 years, i'll be moving on.
but what if only when i move on will the person be you? do you get it? lamanye kena tunggu...urgh!
cupid can you just work double triple shifts now please? so we can meet??

DOT.

i'm no workaholic.

i thank god i have mama to talk to everyday on the drive back home from work. all the worries, the stress, the confusion is spilled in the car. once back home, case closed. why bother fussing about it day in day out. we look forward to a new day, new start.

I'd hate work to be my life. work is important. but life should be more than just work. so, playing catch up with friends must be on top of the to do list during weekends. i'm happy that we managed to get ourselves into a white box for a photo shoot that ended up to be one of the best memories to date, with awesome pictures to last a lifetime.



next on the to do list :
i'm finally ready. ready to be lovey dovey, ready to care.

but what if i'm just a little too late.. eerrk!


DOT.